hellacious lyd


hey my name is lyd.
and i have an amazing boyfriend who i am ridiculously in love with.
and our love is one thing that you could never tear apart.. *4.27.08.*
i have an insane life, but there are a few things that make it all worth it..
i got some kickass friends too.
& jack daniels is my partner in crime ;)

e-mail -- hellaciouslyd@aol.com
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Fri Nov 6
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naive - cover by lily allen

just don’t let me down
just don’t let me down
and hold on to this kite

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i’m soooooooo tired today.

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Thu Nov 5
“ Fall asleep with me.
Wrap yourself inside my arms
and drift away now. Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott) (via kari-shma)
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vanessayvonne:

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“ Life was meant to be lived, and curiosity must be kept alive. One must never, for whatever reason, turn his back on life. Eleanor Roosevelt (via quotewhore)
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daintydoll: (via hayleycakes) lol this is ant’s facebook default and he refuses to change it for like months now. even tho he never uses his facebook.

daintydoll:

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lol this is ant’s facebook default and he refuses to change it for like months now. even tho he never uses his facebook.

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“only after disaster can we be resurrected.”

i still believe this.

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so today for the first time in awhile i actually feel hopeful. everything will be okay, it’s gonna take a bit more time but the worst is on its way to being over, if not over. either way it’s a start. in a couple months everything will be close to feeling like it should.
i was so scared last night that it was going to be the end, but it wasn’t. it was not meant to be. even after every fucking crazy thing that has happened, we are still stronger. that makes me happy.

so, my boyfriend is kind of homeless as of last night, but we’re working on that and i think it’s gonna turn out fine. and i think that everything is going to fall into some kind of place again eventually. because it has to.

we will see. but i won’t accept anything less in the end.

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Wed Nov 4
“ When you have to leave someone you love, someone who makes you feel so entirely and extra complete, it’s as if all the emotional and metaphysical connection becomes all too visceral and you suddenly have to pull yourselves apart from where you were linked, gut to gut. You bleed into your own hands and know that it’s temporary, that the connection that grew from afar will grow in place again before the next time you see each other but it’s hard to think of anything besides the distance for the moment. Anais Escobar, GIRL GENIUS (via quotewhore)
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black-and-white: constantflux: (via .I Travel East.)

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“ Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.

Bob Marley (via fleetingeloquence)

When you find your soulmate all of this is true.

(via daintydoll)

i read this and i cried. its absolutely true. and it absolutely sucks when it tatters and tears at the edges.
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i totally forgot what day it was..
but brit called me and reminded me that we have a class at 1.
that’s in 15 mins. but i planned on doing nothing for awhile. and eating yogurt.
fuckkk.

it’s like my brain got erased this morning haha

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waialea (via SARAΗ LEE)

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black-and-white: Montauk, NY.

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Montauk, NY.

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“ We wish we were something that needed nothing, like paint. But even paint needs repainting. Miranda July
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